For real?

Boohoo.

I never thought that I’d fall in love
But it grew from a simple crush
(Insomnia – Craig David)

I would really appreciate your understanding.

(Gosh, sorry for the caps. Lazy to type back so I’m letting it be. Hehe.)

Well, however it sounds like, it’s definitely the most confusing one. Why are humans so complex? Why do they have to think critically so much and come up with theories like the above?

WHY WHY WHY? Now students like me have to suffer. Thanks ah, (so-called) clever people.

Love you too, D.

PS: What a sleepless night!

Weird/stupid/leceh/troublesome. Seriously.

Anw, the timetable is kinda CONFUSING, so I’m rather confused. Zzzzz. Why sia. Plus I don’t know where my classes are.

Oh shitto.

Boyfriend is leaving for NS soon. Don’t know why but NS is like a bad word. It can make me teary all of a sudden. The things that are happening to me now. He makes the best brownie anw (Sorry Mich. You’re the second. Hehe.)

Oh it’s been almost a week of fasting already but I’ve only manage to fast for a day. (Hoho.)

BY THE WAY, today’s our second month. Happy 2nd month.

Sometimes, I imagine the world without you
But most times, I’m just so happy that I ever found you
It’s a complicated web, that you weave inside my head
So much pleasure with such pain
Hope we always, always stay the same
(I’m feeling you – Santana feat. Michelle Branch)

Can’t wait for my very own song. Eh eh.

Then again, maybe I should wait awhile more. I shall go and check again.

Only 60% now.

Oh well. Chris Daughtry (No Surprise), FM Static (Tonight) and Mayday Parade (Three Cheers for Five Years) are accompanying me anyway.

Tumblr failed me just now. Shall try it again later.

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that’s left your eyes
(Chris Daughtry – No Surprise)

Another day of not seeing him.

Anw, today’s the first time I’m scanning for virus in my Shaky. Lately, Firef0x has been hanging on me. There must be a lot of viruses partying in this laptop already. Tsk.

Sometimes I wish I’m 5years older, with all the money I need to spend on myself. If my laptop slows down, I’ll just throw it out of my window and take the new one from my cupboard. (See, there will always be a new laptop in my cupboard.)

But of course, that will never happen. Not even when I’m really 5years older.

Some give free rides and some look funny like these:

Awesome right. Just imagine….



Whoaa…

ANYWAY, there’s something I want to show off a bit. I just got an LED watch! Super Cool.

I LOVE IT. <3

Yesterday was my last day of work, officially. Unofficial was last Thursday, since Friday was our off-day. Hehe. Gonna miss the usual friendly faces though. But other than that, I’M GLAD TO BE OUT!

Anw, I found some amazing pictures I want to share: [ENJOY!]

But, but. I miss Ketiak Basah.

GO GOOGLE “ONLINE KARAOKE” AND SING A SONG YOU KNOW! Hehehehe.

A good remedy for the mind, heart and soul.

Last time I will karaoke at work (during my internship) and everyone will sing along. Cool shit. Or sing at home. My brothers and I will record while singing then play back the recordings. Funny shit.

Try it, kly.

I hate how there are always two sides to things.

Alright I’m tired and emotional. I should sleep now. Kbye.

If you haven’t notice, on the right column (of my blog), there are some pretty amazing websites under “Others”. You (especially YOU!!) have to visit CuteOverload.com.

If not, at least click on this. Like no other “Drama in the tub” that you’ve ever seen on TV.

Grrr. I can’t remember what I have in it and I so don’t have a good feeling about it. Urgh, should have known not to pose for ugly pictures last time!

Anw, work’s been unfair to me. I am a very angry girl because of it. Can’t wait till Monday when I can finally talk to the person responsible for all these!

Other than that, everything else is okay. But I still am unsure about P$-b. They haven’t get back to me about school and I’m feeling so insecure la! They didn’t even reply my emails or answer my calls! What if… What if they forget to process my application? I want some (if can, a lot) of credit exemptions, PLEASE!

Okay, got to give the Admission Officer a call right now. And probably, annoy her a bit. Muahahaha.

I don’t deserve to be ignored.

Oh, today’s my off day. YAY.

STUPIDVIDEOS.COM

Check out the commercials, media students. I’ll put in a very funny commercial here once I get home.

She was also the one who helped Batisah get this job.

Aisha and Fatimah are no longer working. Fina is stuck at A&E (my fault, I think). The rest (Baya, Arifah, Ayun and the likes) are all in the morning shift.

I’m in the afternoon shift. With Batisah (thank God!).

But. But. But.

Humans are hard to satisfy eh?

Anw I’m listening to sad, slow songs.

Okay, it must be the cold weather.

I feel weird. I’m worried abt D, confused about another, and in love with a monkey.

Plus, my ankle hurts.

WEEEEEEEE…!!!

Miss my boy…

Maybe the next post.

Anw, can’t wait to see DMC03 later! Wonder how everyone has change over the… last few months? It has only been a few months! But still, excited! Heh heh heh heh.

(Random but my dad’s Rook just got eaten by the computer’s Bishop. Muahahahahaha!)

Hope everything turns out well later!

And oh, have you heard that Sarah Palin, the Miss Wasilla 1984 and the second runner-up Miss Alaska (1984), has resigned as Governor? Hahaha, I feel evil today.

PS: I’m having Pie Kia now. Cool right, the name? Always thought so… HAHA.

Think Raudhah. Think of the consequences.

That’s smtg I’ve been ignoring the past days. Lies after lies and still not learning from them – that they don’t get you anywhere.

Okay, back to the Draft thing.. It’s a video about Batisah. Shld I have it published here? Please click on “Read More” if you want to watch it.

I’ll have it embeded here soon! <3

Anw, I’ve been missing a lot of dates with my friends because of work… See, I work 6 days a week and even on my off day, sometimes I get called back to work due of shortage in manpower. So of course my mom made noise when I told her I’d be going out.

Not only that, my new phone have been giving me problems since Day 1. On its third day, I sent it to LG service centre. Can you just imagine the trouble it gave me? And, at the service centre, the customer beside me was sending the same phone as well.

My new phone is the one that is advertising everywhere: LG ARENA. Or also known as Carena (to me).

So much for being everywhere. Excessive advertising does not equate to reliable recommendation.

On another note, there was this visitor whom I registered… And his name was Mascom. LOL.

Seperti cahaya hadirmu di duniaku
Seperti ribuan bintang yang menghujam jantungku

Okay, next please!

Ystr got drama seh. Maybe they all started with me – I finally picked a fight with a visitor and a newbie wanted to act knowitall with me. But hardly my fault since I was apparently (err) emotional and both guys are the ultimate definition of jerks. Totally wasted my time.  Tskk.

Hopefully none of ystr will ever repeat itself.

On a random note, Buntat Bedah and Mok?? WTH. So not!

Btw, I miss Connie Ong Shi Ya.

That’s by Anberlin (song’s title is Inevitable). Isn’t it the truest?

No matter how you want it to be, the people you love always get dragged down in all the dirty shits you do/did. Tears and mixed feelings are part of all these.

I really love the song, Nad. Hehe.

On another note, almost everything you do makes me smile.

Anw, apparently alot of people want to double/triple date us. Sounds fun.

Okay, I’m tired already. Goodnight.

PS: I suddenly miss slacking at home, meeting friends at cafe and walking aimlessly at shopping malls. My life currently revolves around WORK (and abit of Batisah and my family, but that’snotthepointhere). I sound like a nerd.

The power of silence. LOL.

Oh btw, just now I registered a visitor whom father’s name was ‘Sohot’. I am so glad for my N95 mask cos I completely lol-ed silently. I bet he wondered why I was slightly shaking. Gosh.

Actually, for most of the time, I’m so glad for my N95. I love my mask… But all for the right reasons, of course. Hehe.

Anw, I downloaded the video of session 3 and saved the pictures the official photographer took. The group picture was damn good cos we all looked so happy.

—

If you don’t mind
Can you tell me
All your hopes and fears
And everything that you believe in
Would you make a difference in the world
I’d love for you to take me to a deeper conversation
Only you can make me
(Yuna – Deeper conversation)

Oh, I’ve rekindled my love for FML recently. Hoho.

A random – I miss watching TV with sound. Back at A&E, they mute the TVs. Boring.. Those sick people would really cheer up if they know what Ellen DeGeneres was saying on her show.

Anw just now I was bored so I went to ICHC. The pictures made my day already. HAHA.

Something I want to share:

PS: This post sounds really random and random.

And bottomline is, work sucks.

Anw, this song cheers me up. Heh.

When what your gut tells you is not what the evidence is saying, you start becoming doubtful. Insecurity sets in and you’ll begin to rely on your experience – based on what you have seen and gone through. Mostly bad because it is only human nature to remember the bad stuffs more as compared to the good ones.

So when is it time to stop relying on your instinct?

Obviously, when your imagination has gone too far. But other than that, you’ve got to ask yourself – do you trust that person?

As I said previously, it all boils down to trust. Once trust is earned, the wall that was previously between your instinct and the evidence becomes smaller, and eventually vanish. But that trust can take years to build up… And in many cases, you’ve become too suspicious/insecure to trust the person that it is impossible to overcome the wall.

When something keeps happening despite the bad feelings that it evoke, trust just doesn’t seem like an option anymore.
—

I <3 Vagueness.

On a slightly happier note, more people (the visitors) called me nurse yesterday. They’ll be like, “Ey, I’m talking to the nurse,” when on the phone or, “Ey, the nurse is asking you for your IC no.,” to their friend(/s). Cheap thrills but still thrills nonetheless. Hehe.

I’ll continue with this post soon, but I know in the end, it’ll all boils down to trust..